It's only when you've lost anything, that you're free to do anything

Gaming, songwriting, performing, dancing, reading, Everquest, World of Warcraft, Age of Conan, painting, playing video games, walking my dog Tyler, tantric sex, thrashing around my room in my boxers, general mischief and antics, anything out of the ordinary and inspiring.

Anything by Chuck Palahniuk, Tom Robbins, Hunter Thompson, Herman Hesse, Kurt Vonnegut, Dostoevsky, Herman Melville, Shakespeare

Fight Club, Donnie Darko, As Good As It Gets, When Harry Met Sally, The Big Lebowski, Pirates of The Carribean 2 (not 1), Most James Bond movies, Hook, Akira, Ghost in the Machine, The Pokemon Movie, Serial Experiments Lain, Dennou Coil, V is for Vendetta, Pan's Labyrinth

Panic! at the Disco, Gym Class Heroes, Sublime, Nonpoint, Incubus, The Beatles, Korn, Deftones, Led Zeppelin, Modest Mouse, HelloGoodbye, The Killers, The Strokes, The French Kicks, Subtle, Pavement, Queens of the Stone Age, Green Day, Pearl Jam, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Jack's Mannequin, Rage Against the Machine, Ben Folds Five, John Mayer, Counting Crows, Busta Rhymes, Hoobustank, Tom Petty, Bruce Springstein, Ozma, Weezer, Air, Limp Bizkit, Primus, Helmet, Tool, Tom Waits, Leonard Cohen, Splashdown, The Cardigans, Beck, Bloc Party, Minus The Bear, Leonard Cohen, Everything

TV Sucks

Jogging, Pool, Naked Twister, Jello Wrestling

"Disbelief in magic can force a poor soul into believing in government and business"

"God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't."

"There are two kinds of thieves in this world: those who steal to enrich their lives, and those who steal to define their lives. Don't be the latter. Makes you miss out on what's really important in this life"

"Everything you ever love will reject you or die."

"I believe in nothing, everything is sacred. I believe in everything, nothing is sacred."

"Getting God's attention for being bad was better than getting no attention at all. Maybe because God's hate is better than His indifference.

If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose?

Unless we get God's attention, we have no hope of damnation or redemption.

Which is worse, hell or nothing?

Only if we're caught and punished can we be saved."

"What we anticipate seldom occurs; what we least expected generally happens."

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I am a contradiction, and a very curious person indeed.

I tend to enjoy the extremes of life: going out and socializing, playing shows, performing, and being extroverted, and then the next week staying inside all day and playing video games and recording music. At the end of my life, I want it to be a REALLY GREAT story, and I've already had a bunch of great ones that I will repeatedly tell.

In game, I tend to be what is categorized as an "Achiever", being that I like to collect things, level up, and generally become powerful. Secondarily I'd be an "Explorer" or "Socializer" but definitely not a "Killer"